"When you feel like giving up, try to remember why you held on so long in the first place."
My boy should be 12 today. I should be bickering with my pre-teen about clothes, music, video games, etc.
Instead, I went to the cemetary and sat by his grave. And cried.
Then I came home. And cried.
I thought about making some of his favorite foods tonight for dinner. Cried some more.
Put my pjs back on and poured my first glass of wine.
March 3, 1999
My little fighter from the start. Born 4 weeks early, he spent his first 15 days in the NICU. And I thought that was hard.....
March 3, 2000
My little man turned one! Chubby little guy loved his cake. Looking at him here it is hard to believe he had such a rough start. Hard to believe what was still to come.
March 3, 2003
This was his 4th birthday, deep in the Spiderman phase. AML diagnosis just 3 weeks away....
March 3, 2006